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spring = happy?

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here comes the sun. dodododo.

maybe if i choose bright and cheery decor and clothing, i will reflect a little of my surroundings. (probably not, but we can try.)

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April 19, 2010 at 8:51 pm

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i love you rita. (but this is in memory of rusty.)

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I recently read about this website in Reader’s Digest. (Yes, I read Reader’s Digest occasionally.) I loved this post.

I will never forget this one day in particular, in middle school, when I was having a bad day for whatever reason. I came home from school and as soon as I had put my bags away I went back outside and sat on the front step and started crying. Almost immediately, Rusty, our red and black long-haired mutt came up and, with her nose, nudged my hands so I would know she was there (and so I would pet her). I very very clearly remember telling her that she was my only true friend.

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April 18, 2010 at 7:51 pm

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and then some

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April 14, 2010 at 8:17 pm

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i want it all

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April 14, 2010 at 8:01 pm

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you are wasting my time

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So not enjoying the competition.

I’m really over the idea of everyone¬†expecting me to go out of my way to please you. I’m not going to go out of my way to please you. If I have ever done anything that seemed to be going out of my way only to please you, you are mistaken. It was not done for you. Why in the world would I want to have to work for your affections? That’s not love!

This is your loss.

Sorry if this is speaking on a level deeper and more honest than you’d prefer, but I don’t know how not to be honest about this.

I have given up.

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April 12, 2010 at 9:07 pm

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what are you doing when no one is watching?

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you make me feel angry, ugly and unnecessary.

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April 10, 2010 at 6:59 pm

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